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I could write you a poem that would last forever
In length, not in memory
But what’s the point because you wouldn’t care
At least not the new you that you may be

All this time I've been fighting
Should I or shouldn't I confess?
Telling you the things you make me feel
In hopes I'll hate you less

I still remember when you told me
That you were moving away
The truth is that I was so much in shock
That I couldn't find the words to say-

To say that I would miss you
To ask why you were going
Did you honestly not see it?
The sadness I was concealing

The tears I tried so hard to hide
The thoughts I tried so hard to forget
The constant flashbacks of all our memories
And of the time we met

I made myself believe you would return to me.. and soon
Man oh man, oh man was I wrong..
You returned, oh yes you did.. but it was not for me

What really hurt me-
What really broke my heart
Is when I saw you fawning all over her
I almost fell apart

I must have been there for at least an hour
And the only things you said
Was her crappy introduction
While I was stabbing her in my head

How dare she take you away from me
How dare she come to my home
How dare she show her face to me
When its her fault I'm alone

And how dare you bring her here
How dare you show me that crap
Couldn't you find it *somewhere* in your heart
To keep her off your lap?

What’s makes you think I want to see that
Are you purposely trying to hurt me?
I really don’t think this poem is reflecting
Just how angry I can be

I want...
I want to hit you-
I want to yell-
I want to scream-
I want to kick and cry,
To run away,
As I slowly die..

But I bet you wouldn't even care.. would you?
How could you?...

Jennifer R. / June 07, 2006

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